Myeeeeh I filled this in last night then by the time I was done the internet had dai'd D:
So I've gone through again and made them relevant to right now cos I didn't wanna use the same ones for some reason XD
1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
Pfft bring it ON, dear.
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Harrison. Actually... this is a friend who hates her last name so she'd take mine anyway lmao. Though we discussed this last night- she already has a 'wife' so I decided to be her 'mistress' XDD
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
I was a bit... disillusioned and worried I've slept longer than I deserve
but not unhappy.
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Leanne... who was drunk XD and agreed on the mistress thing...
5. What are you excited for?
... gettting paaaaid!
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Erm I thought it was Ever herself but I just remembered crying into my non-blood-brother Conor's arms on Saturday night so I reckon him XD
8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
A scone with jam.
...Thank god.9. Have a best friend?
I can't pinpoint one. I have felt more connected to a particular person and again but I love them all in different ways
10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Yeh. Unfortunately I'm usually in love or obsessing on the way to being in love so...
11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Most definitely. Even looking back, my first love was definitely at age 14-15. I still see it as a 'love' despite no longer being a teenager. However, the younger someone is the more confusing their feelings can be.
12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
The best friend who seems to hate me over this thing I did but won't talk about it.
13. What time is it right this second?
1.26pm
14. What do you want right now?
A lot.
15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Errrmmm... whichever my most recent cosplay pic was?
16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
More than anything, confused. I think I'm heartbroken and then I forget it because I feel like there's worse stuff going on for once and then I go back to feeling stuff and... yeh...
17. When was the last time you cried?
A couple of nights ago when things were very shit.
18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
I generally just agree with what they tell me because I love and fear them very much.
19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yeh. People are untrustworthy.
20. How fast does your mind change?
'Ever:Allll the time. No wait not that often….. wait yes like every second. No not that often…. Yes that often!! Wait….. TOO BUSY ROFL TO ANSWER. XDDD Naw but I am famously indecisive.
21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Haha, FUNNY, quiz. Go away.
22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I'm still breathing :3
23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
I really don't frigging know I think it sucks more than anything and you know what it's not even the physical impact of oh yeh the person i love has had sex with someone else, oh no, it's the fucking betrayal of your trust that cuts away your soul and confidence like a knife but somehow leaves your love for them there so you decide there's no point loving again and try and freeze your heart...
*breathe*
24. Tell me what's on your mind?
No.
25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
My placement if it actually gets sorted, getting money for gardening work, going back to uni
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And, why not, Ever's birthday. X'DD
26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Most of the time XD
27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
That really depends who you count as my number 1 top friend. But all of them I've been in contact with within the last week so it's all good
28. When is your next road trip?
I don't know if I've ever been on a road trip. But then I can't drive... Does moving back to notts count? It'll be three hours of me singing with my dad in the car XD
29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
I did... we still know each other... but we no longer KNOW each other...
30. How's your heart?
Physically- a bit off, Emotionally- VERY off.
31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
I've tried to make myself think my life means something, or that I'm different, hell, look at my screen name. But in truth I am no different to the billions of others on this earth, and I will most likely leave it without making any lasting impression. So all I can hope for is to make small, pleasant impressions on the people around me. I don't need to matter to the whole physical world, because the people I love are my world.
32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Heh. A resounding no.
33. What are you planning on doing after this?
More gardening work
34. Next time you will kiss someone?
Given all the variables... a long time.
Friends or random people- don't want to. The person I did a lot without it meaning too much- hates me. The person I want- impossible.
35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Depends what you count as today since it's past midnight XD Naw don't think so
36. Who do you not get along with?
There aren't many people I actively dislike, if I do I avoid interacting with them... but I don't make friends with people easily so people tend to think I don't like them :/
37. What does your 3rd recent text say?
Leanne reassuring me my phone bill probably won't get cut off.
38. What are you wearing right now?
A green vest top and boy-pants with cherries that say 'bite me'. What an epic, if slightly errr... showy-off-body... ID this would make. Maybe when I get my hair cut.
39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Awkward.
40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Aaaages. Wait grilled cheese is the same as a toastie, right, not cheese on toast? Eh, answer's the same either way
41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
These are not so much 'right now' as for a while: Boy- Dante, Girl- Phoenix
42. How did you feel when you woke up?
Yeh this has been said. But disconnected from reality
43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Sure, why not.
44. Do you crack your knuckles?
I've never known how to XD
45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Starting to fill in this quiz whilst playing KH... then internet left and I couldn't post this D:
46. What are your LEGAL initials?
G.A.C.
47. Who's the first K in your contacts?
Kat... but the other Kat, not my Kat. But then my Kat prefers Kass... right
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48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Errrrm... must've been at the *ahem* gathering at mine on saturday XD when we were all singing along to The Internet Is For Porn, for example. XD
49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
It really depends who, because one of them's been walking out for years and I'm tired of chasing them just to hold on -_-. But the others, yeh.
50. Explain your last awkward moment?
I'm awkward about every five minutes. O.o That's like asking what my last breath felt like. Except, you know, I breathe more than every five minutes. But still. And it would've been in one of my dreams.
51. Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes I feel safer that way.
52. Do you have good vision?
Never... cause i forget to wear my glasses. Though, it's only a couple of points of long-sightedness anyway, so it could be worse.
53. Have you ever tripped someone?
Errrm not on purpose...
54. Have you ever slapped someone?
I know I have a proper angry one... then I do it jokily a lot recently...
55. Are you Irish?
Nope, don't think so. EVERY person I know seems to have some irish heritage though...
56. Do you use chap stick?
I own a lot more than I use XD I use it a lot in winter but in summer I usually forget. I like the flavours but I hear my lips are soft enough anyways
57. Do you have any scars?
Yeh I had a mole that the docs were worried about removed from my stomach. The scar looks like a little bug, I actually like it. Then there are not-so great ones from my ex's sticking-out-bedspring and some old ones that I'd rather not say properly but from me saying that you can guess
Ah it doesn't matter very few people will read this
58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
There are some things I will never forgive, I'll always bear a grudge over them... and I guess there are people, too, but not really recently enough to remember...
59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
I don't remember holding hands for a long time. Which makes me sad. :/ But naw, I wouldn't have been.
60. Name the last person to text you?
Leanne
61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Idk dude, they'd be nearly 30. In fact they'd probably be a lot more ready for marriage than I would be XD. In my head, it seems a bit weird, but in reality I don't think that matters... the one is the one! Oh, except it being the parameters defined by law.
62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Right now I wouldn't, I have a bathrobe and no makeup on XD But the way I normally do, yeh, of course. I just don't fit everywhere...
63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an A?
Yush.
65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Err eat breakfast or something. With bucks fizz... oh SHHH it's my wedding day!
*coughnevergonnahappencough*66. Do you fall for people easily?
Well... yeh... but I don't fall out easy or get distracted once I have fallen. S'why I'd always be faithful.
67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past few weeks?
Yeh, back to incident outlined in number 7.
68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
When? There are a lot of parts to things used to be. Being a little kid wasn't bad, though we were poorer. School sucked worse than anything. College was fun but I was still a bit of an outsider. Gap year sucked but at least I had free time. Foundation= fun work, no friends. Last summer started off horrible then got nicer. Uni was stressful but I had fun too. Life's always been a mixed bag.
69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Blue October- My Never. The mention of the word 'think' makes me think of that since the first line is... 'Will you think of me, in time? It's never my luck... so nevermind...' ohhh how I love that song... I'm also thinking of the one Ever mentioned since I went to listen to it and now pretty much want to cover it on youtube XD
70. Want someone back in your life?
Kind of...
71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
Maybe...
72. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Green
73. Who was the first friend that you had?
Sarah. Or Sarah Bear. XD Idk why I called her that... but yeh... I wonder what she's up to nowadays... ?
74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Yeah. It probably bothers me more than most things a person can do...
75. Is there anyone who understands your sexuality?
I think anyone who's bothered to ask does. Even if they haven't, I reference it.
76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
It sounds like I'm complaining or being emo or whatever, but although I don't fake my happiness, it's kind of... not very automatic, just because I worry about stuff so much.
77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
Well yeah but whether that'd even be a good or practical situation is pure conjecture. And anyway, it'd never happen so *throws stuff in the air like a drama queen(coughJoshuacough)* ...damn it all!
78. What do you wear when you sleep?
Nothing, usually. If it's a sleepover or I'm sharing a bed for whatever reason, pyjamas, if it's cold, a biiiig t shirt and/or my dressing gown.
79. Are you obsessed with something right now?
No. I think I've lost passion for most things :/ this isn't good
80. The first person you loved is?
Ever: My parents?</sub> <-what she said
81. Something terrible happened with you?
I don't think so, terrible is a very strong term...
82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
Depends what kind of love... if it's the closest to THAT love... they wouldn't feel the same just cos we're locked in a room... so just talking... maybe hugs... it'd be lovely... (pleh i'm way too soppy).
83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
For me and the people I love to be healthy and happy and have a lot of money. I think that covers most other wishes except magical ones XD Teleportation wouldn't be bad XD
84. Ever forced someone to do something?
She did? (LOL ok you mentioned it already but still) ...What've you been getting up to, muh Nekky? XDDD
85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
The fact that I'm alone. That I can't sleep. Someone. And well... everything. I think a lot more deeply when I'm alone. Which is often.
86. How was your first kiss?
Nice.
87. What's your favorite music genre?
It's hard to choose. I used to be devoted to classic rock but I like more modern alternative stuff and indie and even some stuff that's in the charts is awwwright. It's just gotta grab me
88. Are you going to tag people to do this?
Nope.